I need some advice. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like all we do is argue or disagree. When I try to talk to him, he gets defensive, angry, or turns it around on me. We did a couple of sessions of counseling but it’s too expensive right now for our budget. I really feel like he doesn’t love me anymore. He ignores me most of the time but then get pissed off when I don’t initiate intimacy with him. Maybe I should just focus on myself, our daughter and just ignore him. Anyone have any advice? For some background, we had a rough year, he went to treatment a year ago for addiction, he was lying and being very dishonest in our marriage, and got fired back in January. I feel like we have one step forward and get knocked back ten. I really don’t want divorce but I want a happy marriage.